RETIRING FOR NOW....

man i sound like such an asshole in my last post. haha. but yea im just chillin man. ain't really seen anybody in a while, i've just been an outsider. it's all good though, i'm just trying to gather my thoughts right now. hopefully god will give me another chance, and forgive me for all the wrong i've done. i need to get this school shit back on track. man. i want a job. im tired of hearin people sayin that im ballin when im not. motherfuckers act like we won the lotto. nah man we work for our shit, and business is tough nowadays, parents stressin me left and right. all i can do is help out with the little things, and doing bad in school aint gonna improve my situation. and with progress reports im kind of screwed. i got less than 6 weeks to get it together, i bet im the only kid on earth that wishes that school wasn't gonna end, coz if it ended say tomorrow, i'd fail practically everything.